167 thoughts on “no words

  1. I am so very sorry for your loss. All three of you fought so hard. Caemon was a very special little boy with so much to teach all of us abut being brave and strong in the face of adversity. I feel like I knew him. He will always be remembered by all of us who read your story here. Much love to your family in this sad time.

  2. My heart breaks for you/us/this sad world. I am so very sorry for your loss. May his light shine on in these dark times.

  3. All I can say is sorry….im soo soo sorry. I am so saddened by your loss of Caemon. I am sorry we have not found a cure and all these precious babies continue to leave us far too soon. I am also inspired to change this. Caemon fought a hard and courageous battle to the end and we as a society and human beings owe it to him to continue to fight for him and find a cure.

  4. I too have been following your blog since your TTC days. It was a joy to watch him grow into such a sweet sweet little boy. I feel like I knew him myself and can not stop crying for your family. Life is so unfair. I hope you two can find peace and know that Caemon’s spirit will always be with you. I am so sorry.

  5. Covering you AMAZING moms in LOVE PRAYER and LIGHT….I have no words….just tears…Hold each other tight…long and hard…forever

  6. I have been thinking about you all night, and crying for your loss. Caemon was a fighter, and you have been the best mamas you could ever be for him. He was such a unique, beautiful spirit, and it is a huge loss to the entire world. I have been praying for him since the start, and will continue to pray for you both. I am grateful to have gotten the chance to get to “know” him, and I will NEVER forget him.

  7. I am heartbroken. I cannot begin to imagine the pain you are both in and hope that my condolences can offer just a small amount of comfort in this horrific time. Hold each other close.

  8. I can’t stop crying for Caemon. Timaree and Jodi, I have no helpful words, nothing but my most heartfelt condolences and tears and sadness. But please know that I will continue to think of all three of you every day, hoping that some little bit of peace will come soon.

  9. The sad news came over to us in Germany. From over here sending the power you need to help youself through the first dark nights! I am sure your little one will be comforted by HIM now and there is now more need to fight!

  10. I am so sorry, so, so, so,sorry to hear that Caemon has moved on. I had been sick the last 3 weeks, and have been praying for Caemon off and on, but not really following, for I was sleeping a lot. My heart felt prayers go out to you both, and to all whom have come to know and love Caemon. Caemon’s light has not gone out, he will continue to shine brightly in the hearts and memories of us all. Blessings of courage, comfort, and joyful memories that you have of Caemon together, Lena

  11. I am so sorry that Caemon is now longer physically with us. His spirit will always be with all those he touched. My thoughts and prayers are with you and our family.

  12. This is the first I’ve learned of your beautiful boy’s battle with leukemia and as I read the stories of the amazing little guy he was to so many in the blog community, all I can do is weep. I am so deeply sorry to read of your loss. I send you all the love and peace my heart can give.

  13. My heart goes out to you. My extended family has also lost a child to cancer. I know there is nothing I, or anyone, can say that will help–but please know that many who do not know you personally are grieving with you. I am holding you all in my thoughts.

  14. Words cannot express how sad and how sorry I am for the loss of your sweet boy.
    You are all in my thoughts and prayers and my heart is with you.

  15. Words cannot express how sorry and saddened I am for the loss of your sweet boy. My thoughts and heart are with you and your family.

  16. Just came across your blog. What a beautiful boy he was. And what a beautiful angel he is. My heart goes out to you during this horrendous time. Peace be with you. You are in my prayers.

  17. Just found your blog, read much of your story, and am so devastated to hear of your loss. What a bright light Caemon brought to this world and to so many. May the love and energy being sent to you bring you a small measure of comfort in this time of such pain.

  18. This is the first time I have visited your blog, but I want you to know how truly sorry I am for your loss. I know that there are no words to make it better, but I will be thinking of you and wishing you strength.

  19. Your dear son touched the lives of so many, near and far. His courage, smile, and bright eyes are etched in my memory. I will never forget him. Holding you both close to my heart. This is truly the worst thing for any parent to endure. I am so, so sorry.

  20. I have been reading your blog for years and was devastated when I read your entry yesterday. Please know that thousands are thinking about you and beautiful Caemon and although it might seem like it,, you are not alone in this. My thoughts are with you (all the way from Germany). I am so sorry…

  21. My sweet beautiful grandson, I so miss you:: your voice, your smile, your wit, your physical presence. Just know I hold you in my heart. Feel free to send your spirit, your soul, to visit me any time. I love you forever….

  22. I’ve been reading your blog for years but never commented until now. I’ve always especially loved reading about your little bright spark in the form of a boy. There are no words to say and no way to make it better, but I am sending love to you all.

  23. We will never forget him and your battle to keep him by your side. Be broken, be sad, be sorry, be angry, be full of rage, be comforted by friends, be thankful you had him for the short time you did, be whatever feelings come by and let them last their time…it’s your time now to grieve, so take care of yourselves and hold onto each other and those there to help you. You will go through so much right now and in the coming years, and we will all be thinking of you and wishing you whatever peace you can find. We’ve all met parents who have made it through this, and whilst it seems impossible right now, you will find your way.

    Words. Sorry they are just words, wish we could give you what you really need. ❤

  24. We don’t know you, but we heard about you on Mombian. Know that a two mom family in Denver, CO is so sorry for your loss.

  25. I didn’t know about your blog or your son until yesterday. Your loss has shattered our entire community. I saw a few posts for you and your family yesterday and I just had to come by and tell you how sorry I am for your loss. I can’t imagine what you are going through and I know no words can console the unimaginable grief you are going through. I hope you find peace and know that people who didn’t know you, now know you and are sending you all the love in the world.

  26. I have never commented before and have no real words to comment now. Just sending the warmest thoughts I can to help you in this impossible time. Your son was lucky to have such wonderful Moms. We were lucky you shared him and your story with us.

  27. I have followed your blog for years, and I am devastated to hear you lost your precious son. The tears won’t stop falling. He is so loved and he was so brave. His energy/spirit will be with you always. Wishing you love and peace.

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